c h a p t e r - I

So Megan got me to make one of these. I'll try to use it, although I actually already have a blog aha. I also have a tumblr and livejournal. I should stop making all these blogs, huh? Haha. I will, I swear... Okay, don't hold me to that. I'm actually thinking of moving my blog to some of these different locations and just turning it into a fanlisting collective, but I am not really too sure.

So Friday was my sister's birthday. And if you peeked below you might've saw that it was also OhayoCon that day/weekend. But let's travel back. In October my friend Amanda was talking to me about this con. It wasn't too far and I was like "I might just go. But it really depends on if I work." Well, of course, I've had no luck with my job hunt. I'm making somewhat progress with McDonalds but that is about it. Anyways, my friend Samantha decides to do something kind. She'll buy me my badge and it will just be my Christmas and birthday gift this year. So I agree, thinking I'm fully going to this convention. A few weeks before the con and this big fight happens and then all this miss-communication from people not speaking to others messes everything up. In the end I didn't get to go. Her friend Shannon got my badge. And it's not just like thats what really pisses me off, it's the way everything went down. Why couldn't I just go with my sister for one day. Why? Arg. Something, anything. Just to get my gift worth. Well, atleast Shannon got to have fun. I think she deserves it more then me. But I'm still kind of jealous.

And instead of going to the con, I went to my sisters 23rd birthday party and partayy'd. Or not. I emo'd the whole time. Yup. I was the weakest link. Goodbye. Ughh.

Although, I've been like this for a while. I'm always deperessed and thinking negative. But I'm sure I'm fine. Totally.

I also noticed how my anger builds up more. Yeah. Like right now. My mom eats her chips and I just want to punch a wall or something. I'm sure if I turn green and become invincible, I have a problem.

Oh. I'm getting off topic now. Well that's all for this blog. I'll post more later. I'll probably post some sexy pictures from the party. And work on this more. Haha.